zee-zee-monster

2011-04-08T21:33:00.001-07:00

DooJoon & DongWoon's When the door closes

Before saying your last farewell to me

Please stop for just a moment and look at me while smiling

Stay for just a bit, you who had given the light to me

Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears so

You~ while putting on a smile on you

I say thank you, for making these happy memories

Shining with an awkward smile

I am sending you away like this but

When this door closes

When the image of you disappears

I'll probably spend the day in tears

Because of the memories with you, I am left alone

I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now

I'll no longer have any reason to smile but

When I see you smiling

In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him

Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting

Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him

I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but

You~ if you show me your tears

And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side

While I hold onto your hand with a blank expression

I'm holding on to you like this but

When this door closes

When the image of you disappears

I'll probably spend the day in tears

Because of the memories with you, I am left alone

I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now

I'll no longer have any reason to smile but

When I see you smiling

In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

My heart has become weak

Before I can be with you again

So that you

Won't see me while my tears come out

Please don't look back and just go

When this door closes

When the image of you disappears

I'll probably spend the day in tears

Because of the memories with you, I am left alone

I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now

I'll no longer have any reason to smile but

When I see you smiling

In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

When this door closes

♥

2011-03-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kikwang Oppa :DDD

I love you so much <3

2011-03-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

BEAST's Lights go on again

Oh... lights go on again
Oh... lights go on again
Yes sir, lights go on again
Keep on and on and on, on and on and on
I continued to wonder in the midst of the long darkness
So that I can reach the spot that will touch the one string of light
Now that my time is here, I will take a short breath
And stand confidently in front of you all
No matter how hard it might be, even if I fall from being tired
The light that shines on me again, oh yeah yeah yeah
Even if I want to give up, if I want to run away
The light that shines brighter towards me
When the light turns on and it shines on me again
It makes me rise again oh
Lights go on again, lights go on again
When the lights shine on me and it makes me wake up once again
It moves my heart again oh
Lights go on again, lights go on again
Oh... lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again yeah
Oh... lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again on again
This time will pass again and if it passes by again, I will just laugh it off
It is okay even if my body is tired
I am not the only one tired, it happens to everyone
But if my heart is damaged or closed
Or it is hurt by a scar it can't handle
I don't know what to do then
I might not be able to stand in front of all of you again
Even in the hardest of the days and in the frozen time
You continue to brighten the light on my exhausted self oh yeah yeah yeah
Endlessly you continue to shine
That light on me brighter and stronger
When the light turns on and it shines on me again
It makes me rise again oh
Lights go on again, lights go on again
When the lights shine on me and it makes me wake up once again
It moves my heart again oh
Lights go on again, lights go on again
Oh... lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again yeah
Oh... lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again on again
Oh... lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again yeah
Oh... lights go on again
Oh oh lights go on again on again

♥

2011-03-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

BEAST KIKWANG, HYUNSEUNG's Let it snow

Let it snow, let it snow

Come to me, come back to me

Let it snow, let it snow

I go back to sleep again, I wait for you in my dreams

Can't the happy times come back to us again?

Can't you come back, can't you give yourself to me?

I don't know why I'm doing this

You're my sweetie, girl, my lady

Hug my coldness, my love

I want your lips, your kiss

I want your love (your love)

I want your honesty (your honesty)

Tonight, I want you again

All of my all wants all of you

Baby love you girl, baby love you girl

Let it snow, let it snow

I come to you, I hold your hands again

Let it snow, let it snow

I start to shake again, I go back to those times

The precious times between us, can you return those times back to me?

Can't you come back to me again, can't I have you?

I don't know why I'm doing this

You're my sweetie, girl, my lady

Come back to me again, my baby

I want your lips, your kiss

I want your love (your love)

I want your honesty (your honesty)

Tonight, I want you again

All of my all wants all of you

Baby love you girl, baby love you girl

At this place where the snow falls

I wait for you to come,

Because I think that you are going to come back to me with a smile

Even if you say that you won't return

I will be here

Baby love you girl, baby love you girl

Baby love you girl

Let it snow

♥

2011-03-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

BEAST's I Like You The Best

Why do you keep complaining that your clothes got smaller

And you complain again

Hey baby, why are you doing that again

Why do you always complained that you gained weight

In my eyes, you are always so pretty

You are the prettiest girl

No matter what clothes you wear

To me, you are always beautiful

Baby let me do wanna, wanna do

Just let me do wanna, wanna do

Even if I have the whole world

It won't work without you, my girl

You're the only one for me yeah

I like you the best

You are the prettiest

Wherever you past by, your charms overflows

I like you the best, I only need you

Engrave it in your heart, you're the most precious in the world

Everytime I like you, woah~woah~

Oh my love for you

You're the only one for me

I belong with you, woah~woah~

Crazy love for you

You're the only one for me

When you walk on the streets, I can feel the men's eyes on you

Even when you are walking, you are so pretty

Happiness is what I feel now

Now I am gonna kiss you now, I just wanna kiss you now

Even if someone else comes to me, I won't even look at them my love

Baby let me do wanna, wanna do

Just let me do wanna, wanna do

Even if they give me everything in the world, you alone is enough, my love

You're the only one for me, yeah~

I like you the best

You are the prettiest

Wherever you past by, your charms overflows

I like you the best, I only need you

Engrave it in your heart, you're the most precious in the world

All you have to do is stay like this, yeah you're so beautiful

You gotta know that you're the prettiest for me

I like you the most, to me you're the prettiest yeah

A slim figure, petite height, small face and soft hair

I want to have you and embrace you everywhere

I want you by my side

Even if others curse you, that's just the price of your beauty

You don't need to worry about it, you and I just falling in love all night long

I like you the best

You are the prettiest

Wherever you past by, your charms overflows

I like you the best, I only need you

Engrave it in your heart, you're the most precious in the world

Everytime I like you, woah~woah~

Oh my love for you

You're the only one for me

I belong with you, woah~woah~

Crazy love for you

You're the only one for me

♥

2011-03-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

BEAST's Oasis

When I was standing at the end of the world

And couldn't see the path

I needed someone

When I was trapped in the darkness

And couldn't see the light

I was waiting for the helping hand

You wouldn't know

That you're the only one in the world

Who is the only one better than the world

I believe dreams for you and me

You are the long waited rain in my draughty day

You soaked my heart

You gave me courage

You make me fly and smile again

Just like a rainbow after a shower

Coming to my arms giving happiness silently

I wanna make a love

When you found out

That I ran away

Were you disappointed?

Because you were there

I had courage to come back

You're the one always in my heart

I believe dreams for you and me

You are the long waited rain in my draughty day

You soaked my heart

You gave me courage

You make me fly and smile again

Just like a rainbow after a shower

Coming to my arms giving happiness silently

I wanna make a love

Oh lonely night, it's an endless and stuffy dark night

Those were the days when I cried alone during the dark nights

In lieu of the people

Who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)

And my heart was having a drought

I know it ain't easy

But that's okay, you make a way

The person who will be always guiding me is you, you, you

The reason for living is only you

Within my desert you are my oasis, the sweetest chocolate

I believe dreams for you and me

You are the long waited rain in my draughty day

You soaked my heart

You gave me courage

You make me fly and smile again

Just like a rainbow after a shower

Coming to my arms giving happiness silently

I wanna make a love

♥

2011-03-10T03:11:00.000-08:00

I am in love with BEAST :DDD

2011-02-17T00:23:00.000-08:00

BJJ's First Kiss

I get nervous if you look at me like that

Give some time and turn towards me

(turn around)

I start to laugh when I want to hide

Close your eyes, kiss me love and come closer to me

I'm so nervous, I can't think straight

I seem to push you away without noticing, I'm sorry

My heart isn't mine anymore, what should I do?

Baby tell me now, don't be sad

Go back from the top

I like you, I really love you

It's true, I want to love you everyday

I'm falling for you bit by bit

Why am I so anxious?

It was too fast for me, but I pretended not to know

I wanted to be on your mind and kiss you

(I wanted to)

But I couldn't trust your glare since you are my first love

But how could I refuse? You were so cute

I wondered how first love would feel like

I wanted to be rough but gentle, be a girl like TV star

Somehow you had already pulled the trigger

How should I say this? Go back from the top

My heart is beating harder

It's true, I want to love you everyday

I'm falling for you bit by bit

Why am I so anxious?

I like you, I really love you

It's true, I want to love you everyday

I'm falling for you bit by bit

Why am I so anxious?

I wondered how first love would feel like

I wanted to be rough but gentle, be a girl like TV star

Somehow you had already pulled the trigger

How should I say this? Go back from the top

I like you, I really love you

It's true, I want to love you everyday

I'm falling for you bit by bit

Why am I so anxious?

I like you, I really love you

It's true, I want to love you everyday

I'm falling for you bit by bit

Why am I so anxious?

♥

2011-02-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

god.

what the heck is wrong with me? even i myself feel that my CRAZY aura had weakened... and i can feel that it is still weakening, and at a FREAKISHLY fast rate!!! T^T

i really want to INCREASE my CRAZY aura to the MAX, before i see it become something undesirable...

but i don't even have the energy and strength to carry on and pick myself up on my feet. i just don't feel like my old self lately... i bet my friends must have realised it in me already...

nevertheless, there is still a small spark somewhere in me that is constantly reminding me not to give up no matter what!!! and it is just a small matter, I bet I can overcome it by next week!!!! :DDD

(HAHAHAHAHA MY SMILEYS ARE COMING BACK)

I, Zee Hwee, is going to reverse my weakening aura and bring it BACK TO LIVE BABYYY

WHOOHOOOOOO ^^

YAY :DD

zee! be strong!

2011-02-09T01:25:00.000-08:00

4 Minute's Creating Love

There is a moment that made me feel happy

The time when I met someone like you

And realizing that love exists

What kind of taste will real love have?

Will it be a sweet feeling?

How would it be a kiss that consumes the darkness?

Would the sky light up and

Would I hear the beautiful sound of bells?

The word, love

A word that doesn't suit me

Seem to be in another world

A word that felt so far away

My heart keeps thumping, my eyes are crossing

How do you love?

I love you, I think this feeling is love

Without you, I can't smile

Let's see if my heart keeps changing, 'cause you are my love

My mind is going tilted

I forgot all the cool words, oh~

oh even if I shed tears, I only need you, my love

Put your arms around me, hold me sweetly

And tell me that we will always be together

You make my heart beat fast and make me shy

You keep making me tremble, what should I do?

As a chocolate, smooth and sweet

Everyday I want to know more deeply

As a cold ice, make my heart melt

Your warm love will be like before

My heart is beating, my face becomes red

1 minute, 1 second without you

I'm only looking at the watch

Even anything to say

When I'm crying or smiling

I only love you

I love you, I think this feeling is love

Without you, I can't smile

Let's see if my heart keeps changing, 'cause you are my love

My mind is going tilted

I forgot all the cool words, oh~

oh even if I shed tears, I only need you, my love

I shed tears, just thinking that

You'll leave me away

I couldn't express, even I didn't know

But I guess, I love you already

I love you, I live in a pink world

The sunshine shine brightly on me all day

I want to be your girl, but I guess, I'm changing inside

When I am next to you, you're the most comfortable space

I want to keep you in my vision, oh baby

Oh, I love you the way you love me, my love

♥

2011-01-20T04:23:00.000-08:00

SNSD's Hoot

The moment I blink. Again, you check it out

Stop staring at the girls passing by

Acting like you're not, like you didn't hear

That snort with a thorn stuck in it

All, all, all of it is weird

How about being a little more nice to me?

Your abrupt speech hurts so much

I really don't like becoming used to it

All, all, all of it is disappointing

Where are you looking?

I'm right here

Because of you, my heart wears an armour

Now I'll fight back

Your arrow is trouble, trouble, trouble

It aimed at me

You shoot, shoot, shoot

I hoot, hoot, hoot

I'm scarred by your words soaked in poison

I gave you a second chance

You're definitely trouble, trouble, trouble

You waited for the right time

You shoot, shoot, shoot

I hoot, hoot, hoot

I heard you fell deeply in another girl's trap?

End of excuses! You still can't come to your senses, can you?

You won't meet a good girl with that attitude

You, you, you forever

Don't be mistaken

You are not cupid (you are~)

Because of you, my heart wears an armour

Now I'll fight back

Your arrow is trouble, trouble, trouble

It aimed at me

You shoot, shoot, shoot

I hoot, hoot, hoot

I'm scarred by your words soaked in poison

I gave you a second chance

You're definitely trouble, trouble, trouble

You waited for the right time

You shoot, shoot, shoot

I hoot, hoot, hoot

If you try to float on water, I will make you sink

In the circle I made, you are all around

You just answer questions again that I didn't even ask

But I still won't shoot an arrow like you did

Because of you, my heart wears an armour

Now I'll fight back

Your arrow is trouble, trouble, trouble

It aimed at me

You shoot, shoot, shoot

I hoot, hoot, hoot

I'm scarred by your words soaked in poison

I gave you a second chance

You're definitely trouble, trouble, trouble

You waited for the right time

You shoot, shoot, shoot

I hoot, hoot, hoot

2011-01-10T02:47:00.000-08:00

SNSD's Day By Day

When I open my eyes, there's sweet sunshine

With the fresh aroma of fruits all around

With a full cup of mocha latte, I sit on this small terrace

And when I open my ears

There's a sweet melody I hear

It reminds me of your smile

And unconsciously, all the feelings treasured inside me throughout the day

Come back to me again

Even if I chase away all the other dreams I have each day

Even if i try to make myself busy

Love comes floating to me on a melody

It pulls me in as if it's magic

Oh~ day by day, day by day

I will fill all those dreams with my love

Like a soft cream,

can you embrace my heart

Please think only of the good things

During nights where the it broke day through my tears

Or days where I smiled all day

With its ever familiar expression that always welcomed me

Was my old violin

Although sometimes I forgot about it

And other times, I hated it

But now I could never lose this precious yearning

Share it together with me

Even if I chase away all the other dreams I have each day

Even if I try to make myself busy

Love comes floating to me on a melody

It pulls me in as if it's magic

Oh~ day by day, day by day

I will fill all those dreams with my love

Like a soft cream,

can you embrace my heart

Please think only of the good things

Oh~ day by day, day by day

I will fill all those dreams with my love

Like a soft cream,

can you embrace my heart

Please think only of the good things

♥

2010-11-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

SNSD's Complete

As we pass by a fragrant road in this beautiful season

My cautious footsteps pound in my head

When you're smiling for me

While you come closer

It feels like all the happiness in this world is mine

The late afternoon sun

Wakes me up

I don't know why but I smiled

Although it might still be far in the future

I don't want it to be just a dream

Just one love

I hope to walk the same road together with you

Good morning

Every morning

Your morning call that wakes me up

It feels like a morning we share together

Like in a movie, you gave me a pretty candy

But you're sweeter

Although as time passes

We may change

Let's not let go of our hands

Just for love

Let's let this be our last love together

I wish for that

Your love is just too precious

Oh it's true

If we just look at each other

I want to be around you

Although as time passes

We may change

Let's not let go of our hands

Just for love

Let's let this be our last love together

I wish for that

To make my life complete

You make my life complete

♥

2010-10-23T21:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday, went for kpop night stalking with friends!

i saw taemin's orange hair, KEY'S SHIRT AND SUNGLASSES and minho :D

i was at expo and i was thinking, SNSD and SHINee were like so close to me, their real selves mann! i still can't imagine that! SO COOL ;D

anyway, was really tired yesterday after stalking...went home, watched tv for like half an hour and then slept like a log till next morning XDD

hope that SNSD and SHINee enjoyed themselves yesterday, and i hope that they will come again :DD

2010-09-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

I AM SORRY, 2D!
some of you guys don't even know what's happening and yet kena "lectured" by miss tan...sorry!

I AM SORRY, MISS TAN SEOK KUAN!
we disappointed you with our lame/childish/whatever adjective you used today actions on the net...sorry!

and lastly, I AM SORRY, THAT PERSON I WAS TALKING ABOUT!
i admit it was my fault for posting crap on the net. therefore, i am not gonna say anymore bad stuff but i just hope you weren't what we were talking about. but if those things we talked about were true, then please improve your attitude and mindset because if you continue to treat the people around you like this, especially if they were your friends that are trying to help you, then i don't think you can earn much trust or get much happiness when you grow up and enter the cruel world.

so yeah, i am sorry, everyone!

i am going to copy vahesh and say let's be a united class for the rest of the 1 month and 3 days we have left as 2D'10 :D

2D'10 <3

2010-09-24T19:11:00.000-07:00

it is only yesterday that i realised :
some people that look the most harmless are actually the most harmful!!!

and it is the 1st time ever, that i saw rui en and kai qing crying so hardly. i believed they really must have felt so terrible for being betrayed by their so-called friend. forget all about it, people who cried yesterday. it is not worth it! all that we can do now is to treasure the 6 DAYS left before our exams :D

rui en and kai qing, remember what i said and sms-ed to you two! if you want to repay your parents, do well for EOYs! ignore all the things that is said by that person and FOCUS, ohkay? love ya :D

and to that so-called friend, please change your attitude towards your friends that are trying to help you! don't think that you can sidetrack them anymore! when rui en and kai qing made up their minds, they can be really, really firm. if this is what you like to do, making people sympathize with you, then i can tell you that the ultimate winner will never EVER be you! when all things come to an end, the winners will be rui en and kai qing, because they have kind and warm hearts. they help people before helping themselves, sometimes even too much. if you think that whatever you are doing is correct, then good luck in your life man!

2010-09-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

20 more days to EOYs
33 more days to END OF EOYs :DD
48 more days to DECEMBER HOLIDAYS :DD

Glad to say I have been working hard for my EOYs WHEEEEEE (:

2010-09-01T06:33:00.001-07:00

Inspiration from Tracia's blog

To : Tracia
hey girl! OMG i was really shocked when i saw your post on your blog about "the c word"! anyways, i agree :@ now back to the main subject. tracia ho, i SINCERELY apologize if i were the one you were talking about. i want you to know that, all that you have experienced, about the whispering and you feel that it is you and all, i have experienced before, seriously. i suppose i am one of the people that will most understand your feelings. it is called PARANOID. i used to think that my friends are angry with me for NO APPARENT REASON, and i ended up losing many of my friends. i don't want the same thing that happened to me, to happen on you. i don't want to see history repeat itself. you are a very, very nice girl. you care a lot about your friends, i know that. so, i am providing you with some advice as a "senior" because i care about you as a friend too. basically, you have to think positively. when others whisper, it doesn't mean the subject is you. if you have to, ask those people who are whispering. even if they are not telling the truth, you have tried your best because you plucked up your courage to ask them. if they don't tell you the truth, it is at their loss, they can't sleep properly cos of their conscience. i really am sorry if you were talking about me. i promise to improve my bad habit of being paranoid as well :D thanks for the encouragement about EOYs too, i will work EXTRA X INFINITY hard for EOYs! LOVE you girl :D

2010-09-01T06:00:00.001-07:00

HEY BLOG :D

you know?

for the very 1st time today
I felt that I really will make it.

as in like, get very good grades.
it was an awesome feeling!

CONGRATULATE ME BLOG :D

today's date : 1 September 2010
UNFORGETTABLE.

2NE1`I don't care :D

2010-08-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

you know, i totally shouldn't be here now! but just a small post :D

i rewatched SHINee's Hello Baby and i laughed like a crazy cow XD

Jonghyun : why don't you explain Singapore to yoogeun?

Onew : there is a statue of a lion in Singapore. the statue is that of a lion and a mermaid. MEG RYAN! (OMG LOL)

Everyone else : no, it's not!

Key : it is the merlion statue, yoogeun. it is the lion statue that represents Singapore.

Key, Jonghyun : a lion combined with a mermaid is called a what?

Onew : MEDUSA! (HAHAHAHAHAHA)

Everyone else : That's wrong!

aigoo! I LOVE SHINee :D

2010-08-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

Somewhere over the rainbow (GLEE style)

Somewhere over the rainbow,
way up high.
There's a land that I dreamed of,
once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow,
skies are blue.
Then the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.
Someday I wish upon a star,
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops,
high above the chimney tops.
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow,
blue birds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow,
why then oh, why can't I?

awesome song with tons of meaning!
I LOVE GLEE<3

2010-08-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

today was a very, very amazing day for me.

today, we got back our maths results. i expected myself to not do so well, and yeah, i didn't. i have been getting results like these (maybe worse) for so many of my exams, only this time, i cried. i didn't know why, even till now.

when i saw my marks, i paused. then i started flipping through the paper. the more i flipped, the more i felt my nose was twitching. so i flipped through the paper, like 4 or 5 times. then i felt my eyes watering, but just a little bit. so i continued flipping and telling myself to NOT BREAK DOWN!!! i controlled my tears pretty well, until sher min and rui en came to comfort me.

the moment sher min put her arms around me, my tears flow like nobody's business!!! i don't why...it just did. then the more they comforted me, the more i cried XD i knew from tracia that the more you control, the more easy you will break down when someone comforts you. i think that's why when sher min touched me, like just the slightest bit, i also break down...LOL.

i know crying wouldn't help to increase my marks. crying wouldn't do anything. i just have to make FULL USE OF MY TIME to revise for my EOYS :D

but then now as i think about it, i cried not because i scored badly. actually i improved. but just by like 1 or 2 marks. i realised i cried because i felt that i had let mimimama and miss tan seok kuan down. they trusted in me to do my very best and yet, all they get is like this piece of crap from me. i realised i was WAYYYYYY behind the rest of the class. i HAD to buck up.

the moment i broke down, i suddenly saw the image of me grasping a piece of SA2 2010 exam paper happily and skipping around the class because i really did VERY VERY VERY WELL for my EOYs! and then that thought followed by me enjoying myself in australia with mimimama and tons of other people.

"no pain, no gain" that's so true. if i don't work hard for EOYs, then CONFIRM, 100% GUARANTEE + CHOP i will get the same piece of shit i am getting now.

i know that habits take 21 days to form. but the truth behind this statement is actually the people who would really focus and give their 210% in these 21 days and make studying and revising their habits. I WANT TO BE LIKE THESE PEOPLE!!!!

i have all the empowering statements and stories in my mind. so, BRAIN AND HEART, PLEASE DIGEST AND PROCESS IT AND MAKE IT FLOW IN MY BLOOD!!! :D

I WANT TO CRY WHEN I RECEIVE MY EOY EXAM PAPERS! BUT NOT TEARS OF PAIN AND ALL THE BAD THINGS, THEY WILL BE TEARS OF JOY! :D

JIAYOU TEY ZEE HWEE!!! YOU CAN DO IT, EVERYONE BELIEVES IN YOU!!!! YOU MUST DO IT :D

with loads of love,
zee hwee
13/8/2010

2010-06-05T10:46:00.000-07:00

posting at like 1.46am now (according to com clock)
tired like shit, eyelids feel like my school bag...
WATCH LOADS OF SHINee VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!!
hey, i even forgo-ed my 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 ohkay?? that's how important SHINee is to me :D>
when? SHINee, when are you gonna come?!!!
if they have another fan-sign, i am gonna start saving up now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so as to get a close up of SHINee, esp KEY(:
PLEASE SMENT!!!!!! LET THEM COME AGAIN!!!!! IF YOU CAN, LET SNSD COME AS WELL!!!!!! AND ALL OTHER KPOP GROUPS THAT I LOVE<3>
PLEASE...

2010-05-28T20:40:00.001-07:00

OMG i totally shouldn't have went cycling with my sister...scratched my knee! broke half of my toenail... ARGHHHHHH T.T

2010-05-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Jeremy,
I used the colour yellow because you remind me of it :D
I hope you cheer up! I watched the part where you cried on the treasure bus twice, and I cried twice T.T
Jeremy, I hope you feel better and I think since Mi Nam has someone she loves, and you love her, you should give her your full support, and congratulate her when she finally gets together with your hyung, Tae Kyung. Meanwhile, you can try finding another girl, or maybe just wait for another girl since you are so attractive, or maybe get back with Princess Amy (?), and try to forget the bad times of you crying! Good luck with that :D
With Love,
ZEEEEEEE!

2010-05-22T23:19:00.001-07:00

-sighs-
i am so disappointed in you...
tsktsk...

2010-05-22T23:12:00.000-07:00

SORRY TAE KYUNG!!!
i misunderstood you...mianhae~ :D
i know all the fault still lies on that URINE AT THE SEA, POLLUTANT GIRL, YOOHAI THE URINE!!! ( i wanted to fill this part with MILLIONS of exclamation marks, but too many makes me look childish; and i don't want to look childish because of the URINE GIRL!)
grrrrrr....don't you feel the least bit shameless, you B*TCH!
STUPID GIRL! you this kind of attitude want tae kyung to like you meh? you da bian!!! :@

2010-05-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

HWANG TAE KYUNG YOU IDIOT!!!!
HOW COULD YOU LET MI NAM WAIT AT THE CHAPEL FOR YOU, WHILE YOU SAVE THAT B*TCH, YOO HAI????!!!!
HWANG TAE KYUNG!!!!! YOU MAKE ME SO MADDDDD
:@ x infinity!!!!!!!!

2010-05-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

whenever i look at my mummy, i will have a certain type of 罪恶感...like all the pains my mum took just to bring me to this earth, and yet now i am giving her this kind of shit attitude (sometimes) and all these shit results!

dear mummy,
i want you to know that your money spent on AK programmes was DEFINITELY not wasted! maybe it WAS, but now it isn't!!! i have a sudden 冲力 that urges me to work harder and harder, not just for you or me, but it is for my future :D
I AM TIRED OF FEELING AFRAID WHEN THE RESULTS ARE REACHING ME DOWN THE ROW!!!
I AM TIRED TO FIND MY NAME UNDER THE D7/E8/LOUSY COLUMNS!!!
I AM TIRED TO HAVE MY REPORT BOOK FILLED WITH ITALIC NUMBERS!!!
I AM TIRED TO FIND MYSELF THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL BE SITTING THERE QUIETLY, UNLIKE OTHERS THAT WILL BE JUMPING UP AND DOWN!!!
I AM TIRED TO GIVE YOU EMPTY PROMISES AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!
mummy, i RESOLVE, PROMISE, CONFIRM, 100% + CHOP that i WILL get at least 5 A1s by the end of the year for my EOYs :D
with love,
ZEE HWEE

2010-05-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

I just realised I can't even MULTI-SLACK properly!
tsktsk...talking about projects on ebuddy and watching you're beautiful at the same time, doesn't work! i can't catch what the show is about, neither can i focus on the projects @.@ then i what the heck; and decided to finish discussing my project 1st. project problem solved; as for you're beautiful problem, i decided to do the next best thing, which is : REWATCH!!!!! whoooooo ^^

2010-05-17T01:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO people!
after exams liao, so i have been an active blogger lately(:
anyway, i just came back from lunch at waraku with my mum. always been happy to eat at waraku, cos i simply love their food(: today, i enjoyed their food just as well, but felt a bit disgusted! :O
ate sukiyaki udon today. ate until i am so full :D and then when i am almost done, i saw this INSECT in my bowl!!! then i OOOOMMMMGGGG!!!! EEEEEEEEEEE!!!! fished it out and threw into a bowl and showed mum. then mum call waiter then waiter SHOCKED just like ME lol! then they voided out the sukiyaki udon out of the receipt YIPPEE cos i a bit unhappy at first that we spent money on food but did not really enjoy as we were full liao...but thank god they voided out the item on our receipt! then i don't feel so bad that our money a bit wasted HAHAHAHA
they even offered to give us free dessert! OMG i really wanted to have their dessert, somemore it was free!!! but i really can't eat anymore so we said no thanks to their offer D: but still we got the apology voucher or something like that to enable us to a discount the next time we eat at waraku :D YAY i am gonna spend the voucher on the DESSERT the next time :D

2010-05-16T03:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REJJ!
i hope you like my present :D and i don't have a lot of things to say to you, since i sent you a loooong message + 2 cards with most of my feelings in them LOL but still, i wanna wish you a really happy birthday and hope you will be happy & healthy OHKAY?? heehee(: thanks for being my friend, REJJ!
爱你的，马林爸爸 (marlin daddy)!

2010-05-15T03:03:00.001-07:00

OMG i can't stand my ear!!!
it has been stuck for like 8 HOURS STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrr...and it is not that kind where you just keep on opening your mouth and it will be unstuck cos i have been doing the open-mouth action for the whole morning, and YUP, it's not working!!!

dear EAR, (it rhymes~)
please get unstuck asap?? or maybe NOW??? pleasepleaseplease x infinity
with love,
your owner, ZEE HWEE :D

2010-05-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

OMG my previous post was my 123th post(:

2010-05-13T05:33:00.000-07:00

MYEs are finally over! job well done, 2D-ians :D
this 4 days of my weekend, i am gonna watch YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL like continously; i have plans of not sleeping but just watching! HAHAHA watch-athon<3
<3 LOADS YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

2010-05-12T00:38:00.000-07:00

OH NOOOOO...
1 page of art = 3hours 38minutes!
i am such a time-waster, no one can fight me HAA :D
anyways, finished all papers, left art [YESSSSSSS!]
now chionging my art prep work like a mad dog @.@
i listening to SNSD's songs while doing art, and ohkay, it is NOT working!!! cos the song only lasts 2minutes 9seconds, it is so freaking fast that i find myself going back to the youtube page to replay it more than what i am doing for art OH NOOO
anyway, 2D-ians and everyone else taking their exams, JYJY last paper nia! finish and we are FREEEEEEEEEEE wahahahahahaha :D

2010-05-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

OMG 2 MORE PAPERS!!!
home economics & art!!!
this year, i really wasted so much time...so everything was freaking last-minute! :@
anyways, SA1 2010 was really an experience(so far)! all because of a tamil invigilator (idk her name)

OMG she is like the funniest teacher EVER can???
ohkay, so, everytime during exam-paper-collecting time, which is SUCH a nerve-wrecking moment for so many 2D-ians as many of us will be looking at their friends and be mouthing : OMG I WANT TO SHADEEEE!!!!!!! *hint hint juliana* then all these is followed by some mini-mumblings and then exam-paper-collecting time will change to OMG-cher-you-damn-funny time XD

1st, she goes all : fife mawr minutess~ [5 more minutes]
(2D laughs)

2nd, she goes all : ohkay, stoop wrrrriting. tye your seczion wan an your quest-ion papier all togedar. laterr i collllect seczion too-fife togedar, ohkay? [ohkay, stop writing. tie your section 1 and your question paper all together. later i collect section 2-5 together, ohkay?]
(2D laughs)

3rd, *walking around classroom collecting*, *2D mumbles* and she goes all : SHHHHH! keeeep quite! [SHHHHH! keep quiet!]
(2D laughs)

4th, (one of the days) she walking from behind me and went : SHHHHHH! keeeep quite! *tamiltamiltamiltamil* [SHHHHH! keep quiet! *tamiltamiltamiltamil*]
(i laughed like siao!)

5th, she collect finish liao, go to front of classroom to count. usually this is the time where all the students start to go into their groups and discuss about the paper. then she will be like : SHHHHHH! keeeep quite! (yet again)
(2D heck-cares WHOOO)

this description, of course, is not vivid enough! this is one of those you-had-to-be-there jokes! (did i say jokes? i meant events, ahem.) XD
anyway, important is : this tamil invigilator really took my mind off my terrible past SA1 papers :D thanks teacher, i appreciate it! even though i know you are not joking, but to me, you are just trying to let our stressed minds have a holiday HAHAHAHA

2010-05-09T01:00:00.001-07:00

OMG i so should not be here now...anyway, since the com is on! (: where are friends when you need them? OH MANN, i need help with physics :@
stupid flu is KILLING meeeeeeeee T.T

2010-05-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

i have a feeling that as i get older, i tend to get more emotional.
some shows that have a slight bit of sadness in it, i can't hold back my tears!
i just cried when i saw the last SHINee's hello baby ep 12 when the SHINee appas were saying their last words for a 20 year old yoogeun; especially KEY! as key talked, i sensed the sadness in his tone. he was holding back his tears like so freaking terribly! at last he finally broke down, and me too!
JYJY KEY! I LOVE YOU ^^

2010-05-06T03:42:00.000-07:00

I SCRATCHED OFF A SCAB AND NOW IT IS BLEEDING T.T lols, not emo post kay! :D

2010-04-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO people who read my blog!
OMG i am so NOT an active blogger...sorry people, who actually expect something new to be up here!
anyways, i just tried my home economics dish. some problems:
1) not enough time T.T
2) the looks are...well...
but THANK GOD, it tasted pretty good~
MSN is so annoying, HATE pop-ups :@
btw, anyone knows where i can get CHOCOLATE PENS? i need help, like seriously >.<

2010-03-19T04:59:00.000-07:00

BLACK SOSHI new song, run devil run :D

2010-03-13T04:53:00.000-08:00

today, 1st experience of OUTDOOR COOKING! fun but the smoke TEARS my eyesss T.T need to blow at the ashes to keep the fire going, then blow until dizzy-dizzy...danced around crazily with rachel HAHAHA cos we both also dizzy LMAO anyway, the coke chicken was damn nice larh! super tender~ then the kebabs which jinming, juliana and me did was not bad, but when we took it, the satay stick broke...learned a lesson today : next time, wrap the satay stick in aluminium foil as well(:

2010-03-06T21:57:00.000-08:00

HELLO here to prevent blog from being DEAD!!! lucky still got one more active supporter, REJJ! HAHAHAHAH thanks mann ^^come on leaders! we can do it~ just 9 more days to UG Camp!!!! JYJY (: so yarh, everyday so tired...one morning when i looked into the mirror, and i saw a zee hwee with DARK EYE CIRCLESSS :O i was like OMG?!! but nvm larh, this are some sacrifices i have to make to enable the UG Camp runs as smoothly as possible(: let's hope that this sacrifice is worth it HAHAHAHAHA

2010-01-29T07:55:00.000-08:00

today after PTM, me, tracia and her mama walked to compass. then we split up at the interchange there. i went to the teet card area to go into the mrt, but the machine said : LOW CARD VALUE. so i checked my card value to find out i only left $0.99...then i thought must be because of the 2 expensive japanese breads i bought just now...then i started to panic!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG it was already 8+ and i have no money to go home! then i called mimimama for help. she told me that she will be calling me again later, then later i received a call from my uncle that lives in sengkang area, he said he will be picking me up 1st! thank god! someone up there must like me!!!

COUNTDOWN TO SHINee's FAN-SIGNING : 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-28T07:50:00.001-08:00

I AM GOING SHINee FAN-SIGNING THIS SUNDAY :O SO EXCITED!!! MUST CHARGE MY CAMERA TOMORROW NIGHT(: GOODNIGHT...

2010-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

today, i have a strong urge to blog about the stupid old chang kee ah ma...
that time, after sec 2 camp, super tired and sian. all i wanna do is go home, get a shower, eat my mini-oreo i stashed away before camp (a glutton sister...) and then go take a nap for 36 hours (if possible). but SM, REJJ and me went to the compass old chang kee to buy some food. then i ordered a shrimp nugget thingy which costs $1.50. and i gave the auntie $2, so the change would be 50 cents. but the auntie told me student cheaper 20 cents, and she return me 20cents. by right should be :
correct : $1.50-$0.20(student) = $1.30
$2-$1.30=$0.70
auntie : $1.50-$0.20(student) = $1.30
$1.50-$1.30=$0.20
so the auntie thought i gave her $1.50, but then i gave her $2 and REJJ was my witness. she insists and i insisted too. then in the end, she told me : 不要紧, 妹妹. 我给你, you go think yourself... then i was like what the heck?!! you gave me wrong change and you tell me go think about it??? idiot!

2010-01-19T02:25:00.000-08:00

HAHA today we had our 1st calligraphy lesson. SUPER FUN especially when cass and kai and me saw felicia lim (LOL sorry horh, felicia! too funny liaos XD) fixing her words so we ask her if she was tracing, then she said no. but then later we see her fixing her words again and again so we laugh like siao! :D come to think of it, kai and me did some tracing too though, but i got a B anyway...then after lessons, me and REJJ went to compass. when we went into compass, some random teenager approached us. then she said something about supporting one of her friends, and about some twilight thing, and she showed us some cards. as she was talking, i felt my someone poking at my bag. then i knew something was wrong already. so i whispered to REJJ, is this last time that one? and she said : yesyesyes! then i was like, tell her no thanks! then she ohkay-ohkay me, then we told her, urm...no thanks... and then we fled! HAHA ;D

2010-01-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

i just realised...

KEY from SHINee + black tank top + black coat = MELT....

<3

2010-01-16T20:46:00.000-08:00

felt like posting so here i am! HAHA! anyway, CHINESE NEW YEAR IS ARRIVING IN 27 DAYS!!!! ever since the NEW YEAR was over, i was already in the CNY mood because there were all kinds of advertisements and songs about CNY over the tv! and when i went to NTUC, there were all sorts of CNY promotions and the CNY songs were played NON-STOP over the PA system! OMG :O CNY CRAZE! then it is coming more and more often, until now, we know that our chinese teacher will be bringing us to chinatown this saturday! ARGH!!! looking forward to it so much~! apparently, sm is also looking forward to it as much as i do, she is gonna bring me to eat some delicious chicken rice that she has been eating for 10 over years! hope it really is that good, or else, SM! IT WILL BE YOUR TREAT!(: MUAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

2010-01-01T21:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE!!! ;D

It's time for NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!!! (which no one keeps...)
1) I resolve to be better to my sister! because of a certain dream...thanks longlong<3
2) I resolve to do better in all my tests and exams! because i am doing it for MYSELF!!!!
3) I resolve to cut off 5 kg or below! because i want to be able to wear nice-nice clothes! HAHA

It's time to thank the people who have made my year!!!! <3
- Mimimama, thanks for being so kind and understanding towards me!<3
- Ah Ma, thanks for reminding me to not hunchback! LOL<3
- Papa, thanks for being our money-tree and caring for us!
- Kor Kor, thanks for the nice-nice birthday presents and the fashion advice!
- Long Long, thanks for fighting with me, but there is a limit alright? (:
- Margi, thanks for being funny and a good maid and friend at the same time!<3>
- Cassandra, thanks for being such a great and funny friend, i enjoyed the class chalet because of you! ;D
- Trini, thanks for being a responsible friend, you are like my big sister that teaches me good things, i love you<3>
- REJJ, thanks for being such a funny and good friend, i enjoyed the chalet because of you! i will never forget my REJJ!!! i love you<3>
- SM Entertainment, thanks for being such a funny and good friend, i enjoyed the chalet because of you! i will never forget my SM Entertainment!!! i love you<3
- Tracia, thanks for being a fun friend, i enjoyed the chalet because of you! ;D
- Kai Qing, thanks for being so cute and funny! i enjoyed the class chalet because of you! ;D

If i left out anyone, you are also remembered at the bottom-est of my heart! (:

2009-12-17T07:51:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEEHWEE!!!!!!

i am officially 13~ just like kai said, NO MORE CHILDREN TICKET! muahahhaha ;D

SPECIAL THANKS TO;
-REJJ, SM Entertainment; for giving me a really pretty present!
-Mimimama<3> for the shirt
-Ah Ma<3> for the ang-pao
-Cuzzie, Pearl; for the cool mug
-Shu Shu; for the cool tee
-Brother & Margi; for the really cool shorts & watch
-and whoever else that gave me pressies but not mentioned here(:
i feel your sincerity from deep in my heart, thanks SOSOSOSO much<3

wanna thank;
-kai
-my brother
-lenis
for the midnight messages wishing me a happy birthday!

also thanks to;
-cuzzie pearl
-shu shu
-REJJ gong zi fa cai
-auntie janet
-aunty mary
-cindy jiejie in china
-priscilla
-josephine da jie
for their birthday wishes to me!

THANK YOU SO MUCH! LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS<3

Port Dickson Countdown : 1 MORE DAY~~~~~

2009-12-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

so happy! gonna go to sm's house on tuesday, finally get to see my dearest SM Entertainment & REJJ<3 src="file:///C:/Users/user/AppData/Local/Temp/moz-screenshot-1.png" alt="">

2009-11-21T07:13:00.001-08:00

decided to follow SM's example. day by day post!

so the first day of the chalet (morning), I woke up. watched a little tv, then go bath. at first I thought my phone would be charge fully and I would arrive on time. but well, I was wrong; and REJJ really arrived earlier than ME, and her name did not become NEIUR! lol.

then, on the mrt, sms-ed a lot of people, apologizing that i was late. thank god they all say nvm(: then when i reach, met REJJ at the top-up-ez link-machine there, then we together walked to the centre of compass where there was an exhibition of some random sesame street clothes and merchandise and we met SM, CASS & KAI, then we went on our "journey of escape-tion" to the back of Bossini. then in the end, met TRACIA, TRINI and peichi. then later meet carmen, jina and gayatri. then went to take bus to chalet together. on our way, peichi stepped on some mud at the side of the road! and thank god, it started raining JUST when we reached the bus-stop, so shiok that we weren't wet! HAHA

then at the bus-stop, KAI go sms the iris thingy to find out when is the next bus gonna arrive. if I'm not wrong, it is 3 minutes. while we waited, we made "some planning" for later at the chalet. then the bus came and everyone rushed to the upper deck, while ME & SM waited for everyone to go on top and then WE stayed on the lower deck of the bus to chat some more. then when WE reached the next bus-stop, WE went to the upper deck after receiving an SOS message from someone. so at the upper deck, SM, CASS, KAI and ME talked, listened to songs and cut nails(?) soon WE reached the bus-stop outside the chalet, but there was big rain. so REJJ called her pa if he can fetch us to the chalet cos she spotted her pa's taxi on the road. then REJJ's pa came over to the bus-stop to fetch US. since it was raining, TRACIA, TRINI, SM, KAI and ME climbed into the taxi quickly. I was the last one and because the backseat was already v. packed somemore with lugguage become crammed like shit, i could not close the door. then somemore, EVERYONE in the backseat was LAUGHING. I totally lost my strength and starting laughing also, then the door cannot close, so i said, ohkay, 1,2,3! then finally the door closed. and EVERYONE heaved a sigh of relief...

soon, WE reached the chalet. REJJ's pa dropped us off at the taxi stand while he went to park his car. then when he came back, WE went to the main office of the chalet to get the keys to the chalet. met priscilla, nabillah, juliana, aiswarriya and vanessa and some other people i forgot, sorry! then after we got the keys, WE went to the chalet together. then nabillah danced in the rain and then she got sick that night...get well soon kay, nabillah? waiting to go pulau ubin with you! (:

then at the chalet, REJJ, SM and ME changed into our 战衣 (class tee + grey/orange fbt) in order to spite someone! then we cam-whored in the chalet room, and CASS & ME played 千手观音 on the bed and then the BOTH OF US went CRAZY and not soon after, REJJ joined US and then the bed was in a mess! then, priscilla, nabillah and juliana went to the movie theatre to help us check the prices & time of MY GIRLFRIEND IS AN AGENT.

then soon we set off for the movie theatre to catch the movie. after WE bought the tickets, WE went into theatre 2. then WE sat accordingly to OUR plan. I think I handled the situation pretty well, the ones that were supposed to sit together, sat together; the ones that were not, did not sit together. and SM, CASS & ME laughed a lot at the advertisements that they screened before the movie started. and when the movie went on halfway, I fiddled with SM's phone and i realised that HER phone has the LIGHT function, so i clicked SOS. who knew, the phone suddenly started to blink! and just then, SM's pa called HER. so SM was like talking without knowing that the SOS light was still on! then I laughed until I wanted to pee LOL! SHE found out only after SHE got off the phone cos I told HER! I also threw popcorn at KAI. then there was a kissing scene during the movie, then WE started to tease KAI, HAHA! and the movie was pretty good, the man good-looking; the woman, pretty; basic korean movie<3

after the movie, SM and ME had jelly legs cos we sat for too long a time. for ME, i had also a jelly stomach cos I was like SUPERDUPER hungry! then WE went to kopitiam to eat. I ate century egg and pork porridge, not bad! SM bought meatball soup and a bowl of rice, a bit too salty for ME... CASS & peichi bought minced meat noodles 炸酱面, noodles is a little spicy for CASS but I found it tasty, but the most tasty is the soup provided, but it is filled with MSG! REJJ, KAI, TRACIA and TRINI all ate chicken rice, it looks good, but I did not try it...sad! then took some pictures and here is where the whole scrutinize event started~ it actually appeared like i think, 3 times throughout the whole 3 days! so gross, it refers to **** **** hint hint CASSY! then, WE headed back to the chalet.

then outside one of the restaurants, while WE were walking, this guy in a cap walked past US and snapped his fingers LOUDLY in front of SM's face! natural reaction of any human would be to SCREAM, and that was just what SM did! and then, all of US screamed together with HER! at first, i thought it was SM's brother or something, but she has no siblings. then when that guy lifted his head, we realised it was MR TAN! so not his usual self...with a cap that lowered until his eyes can't even be seen, with lime green ear-phones and in slippers! then we chattered a while with him and then we went to cheers to buy some titbits and went back to chalet.

when WE reached, saw mr tan playing some who is telling the truth game with vahesh & gang. then miss chen came also. then WE played the silent heart-attack game together. then 篮球火 started and everyone gathered around on the bed, with chips on OUR hands(:

and after the show ends, the teachers left, everyone got ready for bed. then WE spend like 30 minutes deciding how are WE gonna sleep. then I was like poking the eyes on peichi's eye-mask that looks like a burglar crying...lol~ then she suddenly sit up, scared the shit out of ME! then when everyone was lying down, juliana talked about what are the food that WE can bbq. then I suggested nuggets but juliana said cannot bbq nuggets! the nuggets will spoil! then I thought it was like SUPER funny, so I let out my CRAZIEST laugh! then suddenly don't know who (I think it was ME...) suggested WE bbq metal bra & undies. then I said, later the metal is MAGNET! ZOMG so dangerous! then REJJ said lets bbq menses! then I laughed until I almost wet the bed! then went to bathroom with REJJ cos SHE told ME SHE also almost wet the bed LOL(: then when WE went back to bed, SM reminded REJJ to tell TRACIA to bring a knife the next day for the bbq. then I went like, tell TRACIA to bring a PARANG! then WE lol again~ then 娱乐百分百 started. then ME & KAI stayed up to watch a little of it, and then I was like patting SM then soon SHE told ME to stop. lol sorry SM<3 after that, ME and KAI slept. then I was like making funny noises but I got busted by KAI, shit! ohkay, thats all for the first day. STAY TUNED FOR MORE CHALET CRAZINESS~

2009-11-15T03:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO! yesterday, went to HG mall with REJJ and SM and lenis! super fun, got some pictures of REJJ's hair kena cut~ whahahahaha ;D then, we went to the outdoor playground at the top-est level of HG mall, and the 3 of us went on the spinny thingy( IT RHYMES! ), that made me screamed like shit! so embarrased but who cares actually, we are not in uni! heehee ^.^ spinned until D-I-Z-Z-Y and then decided to go toilet to wash hands cos the metal handles were smelling a little RIPE so, yeah! and REJJ, i know why you are always sitting on the outside, now i am regretting but no worries, you will get a chance to be sitting on the inside SOME day~ MUAHAHAHA(:

2009-11-12T19:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 100th POST!!!!!!!!!!

1DILIGENCE'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 6 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

2009-11-12T02:57:00.000-08:00

1 DILIGENCE'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 7 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZOMG ;D

2009-11-10T18:06:00.000-08:00

1 DILIGENCE'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 8 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( BECOME SINGLE DIGIT LIAO! WHEE~)

2009-11-06T05:14:00.000-08:00

1 DILIGENCE'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 12 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-02T22:47:00.000-08:00

I DILIGENCE'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 15 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

2009-11-01T20:30:00.000-08:00

1 DILIGENCE'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 16 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-31T23:19:00.000-07:00

heyyo~ today, sher min, rui en and me went to book the chalet! feel so relieved after that ;D
1D'09 CHALET COUNTDOWN : 17 MORE DAYS!!!

2009-10-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

i just realised something...if the SPO for 2010 is the rainbow one, wouldn't it look JUST like my blogskin? LOL~

2009-10-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

hello, long time didn't post le! HAHA anyway, CONGRATULATIONS to aiswarriya, priscilla, trini, nabillah, tracia, vanessa tan and me for being TRAINEE COUNCILLORS!!! JYJY and be a real councillor ohkay? congratulations~ today, we had our first councillor meeting with the seniors councillors and the teachers, mr. sim LOL! we got the ribbon that we had to pin up above our nametags, never expected my next pin above my nametag would be something to do with the student council! at first damn happy and excited and all, but things seemed to change slowly...after that, i had an uneasy feeling, as if a lot of things needed to be done, but i just can't seem to find it out...it is like the last piece of puzzle piece i had lost and if i didn't find it out, i would not be able to sleep or something like that...and i am not the only one, Sher Min also has the same kind of feeling as me...never mind SM! 明天会更好的, ohkay? LOVEEE<3 id="gwProxy" type="hidden">

2009-10-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

today's menu :
1) fried sotong mee
2) tom yam soup!!!
3) steamed kai lan

aii...慧慈 has finally grown out of PINK colours...now it is LEOPARD PWEENSSS! muahhahaha :D at first, i was planning to go to hongkong but my poor SA2 results SLAPPED me awake, i guess i will be spending a lot of time during the december holidays in singapore...haiix...

I want to wish Kai Qing aka KQ aka Sitiahdongolaola aka 可爱七英, a VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOVEEE<3 id="gwProxy" type="hidden">

2009-10-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

HEYYO peeps! today got back results and i realised i am posting at 12.04 midnight LOL.

anyway, i failed my history and physics, i guess i DEFINITELY have to give my infinite% to PROVE EVERYONE WRONG! muahahahah ;D

my best subject would be D&T, but actually D&T good also don't have a lot of use. CONGRATS TO SHER MIN<3

i aiming more A1s/A2s for my languages and maths and sciences, the more important ones if i want to get into a JC!

english i got an A2, quite happy(:

chinese i got a B3, at first when i got my chinese paper, i was FREAKING happy cos i remembered mr sim said you get B3 can continue hcl, so that explains my HAPPINESS lol. but then i found out actually the B3 is the overall grade for THE WHOLE YEAR, not only SA2 OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG now i a bit worried, hope mr sim will not be so strict hehhehheh...REJJ, jyjy! i will pray for you and i WANT to see you in hcl class next year(:

maths and science are both Cs, geo i got a B3/B4.

and as for my art, i was reallyreallyreally x infinite times HAPPY and CONTENTED cos i remembered how much hard work i put in for the prep work and all. so actually hard work pays off, seriously!

so 1D, lets all buck up! for those who are a bit lao pok, just like me, lets work harder; for those who are already very tok kong, work even harder to be MORE tok kong! HAHA jyjy peeposss<3

2009-10-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

just came back from WARAKU at starhub centre. ate sukiyaki udon, chicken soup udon, chawanmushi, asparagus wrapped in roasted bacon, potato salad and etc. my sister getting SCOLDINGS from my mum now...lol~ gtg bye

2009-10-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

SORRY FOR BEING A JERK, GUYS! (:

2009-09-30T04:41:00.000-07:00

today got earthquake when i reached home at around 6.35pm!
at first, i was in the toilet.
then, while i was reading my book, i felt myself shaking. i thought it was cos i was too tired so i just continued.
after that, i felt more shaking so i looked up and saw the towels and the door were also shaking a little.
then, i received messages from kai qing and lenis that there was an earthquake from sumatra, magnitude of 7.9 (:O) amazing! :D

2009-09-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

HEY today, i had great fun after recess. while we were sitting outside the SLS classroom, me, trini, sher min, kai qing, cassandra and esther were talking about 算命. so i was looking at the number of holes in their fingerprints; kai qing was whacking our palms to see when we would get married; esther just whacked the heck out of me & kai qing! >.<>.<

2009-09-23T02:32:00.000-07:00

HEY! today so fun! after science remedial today, me, lenis, RE and sihui went to compass point. we went to basement and ruien went to the toilet with sihui while me and lenis walked around to see the mooncake stalls. i tried a small piece and we ran off quickly when we saw the sales-lady walking out because we wouldn't know how to reject after we tried, LOL. then, we called ruien and we went to breadtalk to look for her and sihui. after they bought their cakes, we went to bengawan solo to look/try their snowskin mooncakes (冰皮月饼). since the sales-lady there was giving us second and third rounds, no one in the RIGHT MIND would say no to free food, especially if you were a s'porean right? so we ate and ate and ate and btw, the green tea snowskin mooncake was freaking nice! i think i will get some on friday...then we went to take escalator up to popular. on the way, we saw more free mooncakes and being kiasu, the 4 of us took more free mooncakes! wow! so nice especially if it is FREE!!! i think we are becoming more and more like AUNTY LUCY! OMG~ anyway, after our tea-break, we went up to popular. at popular, i had a mild stomachache so i had to use the bathroom. then we went down again to take mrt after i went to the toilet. as we were walking, we saw tracia and pei chi! so we chatted for a while and then we took mrt home. saw korkor at the bus stop(:

2009-09-22T04:03:00.000-07:00

I have changed a blogskin! not bad eh? maybe my resolution is to post at least TWICE A WEEK! ok, going to eat dinner liao, byebye! PEPPER LUNCH IS SUPERDUPER DELICIOUS :P

2009-09-08T22:38:00.000-07:00

10 reasons i love my mum :
1) she gave birth to me & my siblings no matter how painful it was...THANKS MUMMY!<3
2) she gave us money to spend when we need! THANKS MUMMY!<3
3) she is understanding and will let me go out with my friends! THANKS MUMMY!<3
4) she spent time with me to help me improve my subjects from 37 to 75++! THANKS MUMMY!<3
5) she will take care of me & my siblings when we are sick...THANKS MUMMY!<3
6) she cooks nice-nice food (fake sharks' fin) for us to eat whenever she can! THANKS MUMMY!<3
7) she brings us out for family-bonding activities like cycling whenver she can! THANKS MUMMY!<3
8) she juggles between work, family, studies and loads of other things but still stays strong! THANKS MUMMY!<3
9) she doesn't feel embarrassed to ask us about things a 10-year old should know! THANKS MUMMY!<3
10) she loves me & my siblings with all her might! THANKS MUMMY!<3
of course there are loads, loads, loads more reasons for me to love her, but i wouldn't name all! :D I LOVE YOU MUMMY<3 (i even used your favourite colour, brown!)

2009-09-08T22:23:00.000-07:00

close to my 100th post...anyway, i take back my word of saying WG are better than SNSD, shannen! SNSD and SJ are way more awesome than WG<3 HAHA it is the wednesday of the septamber holidays and i haven't touched my homework yet...i shall do it later today! :D

THE SOBA-SAUCE ACCIDENT!!!

2009-09-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

so, today after swimming, me, sher min, kai qing and lenis went to macs. over there, sher min took out her hello kitty magnets from an unknown source and she wanted to trade with us while me and lenis went to buy 70cents vanilla cones. i didn't feel like taking out all my heavy magnets...but sher min just forced them out of my bag. THANKS GOD SHE DID! when she took it all out, i realised my bag was wet-wet and also had a funny-funny smell...so i searched around, and realised that the not finished soba sauce from the soba noodles that zhi yi gave me!!! (zhi yi, don't worry! i not trying to imply that it was your fault!) so we took serviettes from macs and cleaned up my bag but i don't think it will be usable tomorrow, so i will be changing a bag! and tomorrow is FUN'D' RUN~ and now at home, my books were stained with SMELLY soba sauce (not implying on zhi yi again!) i don't know if i should bring my maths book and SPO tomorrow...tsktsk!

2009-08-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

today, me, rui en and shannon went to lenis house! so fun~ we watched GUESS8 (hui ci) and ate ice-cream. then, rui en and shannon danced the dance combination, jazz walk, pas de bourree and etc...lol! had great fun~ thanks lenis :D

SJCarnival : 1 MORE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXCITED~~~

2009-08-27T04:27:00.000-07:00

today swimming again! quite fun, learned new style...i bathed for a long time and had to let lenis wait for me for a long time...paiseh horh, lenis~anyway, i finally lived finished my "$10/week" plan...(even though i borrowed some money from some people..heehee!) then this sickening cashier at 7-11 charged me $1.60 more just because i was holding a gulp that i bought before (wtf?!!) then lucky lenis saw the change was a little bit awkward! (sharp eyes horh lenis? or is it just because you a bit kia-si harh? LOL) whee~ SJCarnival in 2 DAYS!!!
WISHLIST : A BLACK & PURPLE/GREEN CHECKER-ED SCARF...

2009-08-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

HEYYO! today we finished our art sculpture project! so relieved...(: and then after art, me, tracia, sher min, kai qing, si hui, lenis walked to compass with mr kwok! then we had much fun filming him and chatting with him! LOL~
SJC CARNIVAL COUNTDOWN : 3 MORE DAYS~~~

2009-08-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

today is finally the LAST retest of 2.4km and i was like ultra high and i did not feel really really tired! i was just feeling tired...lenis stomachache halfway, so i was like cheering her on(?) anyway, that KNS betrayer, lenis loh si pei (jkjk^.^) last part suddenly CHIONG and she got 20 something, while i got 31!!! >.< chey! anyway, lenis and me took mrt home and she suddenly gave the gonna-vomit face which scared me out of my wits...then, we went to get drinks. we went into the mrt and we were like sneaking in our drinks(: great fun~ and then we changed mrt again and again...and then one of lenis's angklung friends was actually sandra's cousin! so qiao right? anyway, at one of the stops, the mrt had reached the stop and i thought the door just opened and maybe we could make it. but when i almost went in, the door suddenly closed and i was just that little close to being CRUSHED BY THE MRT DOORS!!!! :O after that, i think my heart skipped a beat...cos i was like standing DUMBLY there for like 3 seconds!!! so retarded...that's about it~ byebye! and i think i failed my 2.4 run but it doesn't matter anymore... :D

2009-08-21T03:43:00.001-07:00

today guides was real fun cos we took our temperature and then went for badgework until 5pm. then we sang taps and that's it! fun right? to me, it is cos no pt. and after that, shirley m'am called the sec 1s aside and encouraged us to continue guides and not quit! don't worry! juliana, nabillah and me would be a loyal SJC guide~

2009-08-20T07:46:00.001-07:00

today i found out something i really wanted to find out a long long time ago -- someone to discuss the 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 (慧慈) episode!!! and that person is LENIS LOH SI PEI!!! i only found out during maths, but it's okay! cos we still had swimming to discuss more about it~ LOL but we had great time anyway :D

2009-08-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

HEYYO! today was my GG enrollment ceremony! i was so damn worried cos i was scared that i may say something wrong...but actually it was quite okay except for the fact that the hall was really really warm! >.< congrats to those new official guides~ sad to see the leaders being scolded...some even cried...nvm! jyjy ok? heehee :D

2009-08-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

today, fine day. hate science as usual. after school, i went to compass with tracia & rui en. they bought magazines and we saw one magazine de cover page got AUNTIE LUCY. then we went crazy! LOL anyway, the point is after the walking and walking, rui en and me took mrt home. then, rui en was saying LALE (which actually supposed to be LAN MEI! don't quarrel with me okay, rui en?) while i was drinking water and then i spit out the water on to the platform. a very LOL sight...ugly~then the water left in my mouth almost came out of my nose...see? LOL right? nvm, then that rui en still stand aside laughing!!! >.< rui en you are SUCH a good friend!!! but never mind, you are forgiven :D

NEW BLOGSKIN :D

2009-08-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

GOOD AFTERNOON! i just woke up and i was searching for a blogskin the whole morning...finally found one decent and nice one!(even though you will have to scroll down for a lot of things...DON'T BLAME ME OKAY? not I do one!) and ETHAN RUAN has a nice body<3 HAHA

2009-07-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

heyy!today is elearning day.mixed feelings...
HAPPY(:D) no need wake up early!
SAD(D:) u guys should know why ba! fill in the blanks: mee _oto!
sorry for not updating.mum says she's gonna smash the computer!HORROR(:O)anyway,i was being gracious again someday.after swimming.shermin took mrt with me~so much homework for elearning!actually is i keep on wasting time larh!cannot blame teachers...byebye(:

2009-07-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY, 10 JULY 2009. the biggest storm ever since i was in SJC! omg! my shoes were like squishy kind of thing and i could feel water AND sand in my socks! and our pinafore totally changed colour because we were drenched... anyway, when lenis and me were in the mrt, then we chat about how lenis says goodbye so sweetly and crap. then it was lenis's stop. then before she got off, i told her that her seat was wet. then this indian lady came in carrying a luggage. she had to either sit on the a bit wet seat next to me or stand up. so she chose to sit down, and she just sat on the edge of the chair and starting wiping the seat with a baby wipes (not sure) wet tissue and making sounds with her SPIKY METAL BANGLE(cool). then she leaned back. seeing HER reaction, i thought i could be like GRACIOUS and decided to wipe my seat when i got off the mrt. and when i reached my stop, i stood up and wiped my seat before i got off. and when i went out, i could see from the edge of my eye that the indian lady was smiling...

2009-07-09T03:51:00.000-07:00

our word of the day would be 苦中作乐. after school while walking, i told shermin BITTER MIDDLE MAKE HAPPY, which is the instant translation of 苦中作乐. and i wanted her to guess what word was that. she was mumbling, then i gave her clues. i told her BITTER is what. then she said 甲虫! OMG! first time i saw shermin as mad as me sia! LOL! good job shermin! u're improving~(:

2009-07-07T03:39:00.000-07:00

HAHA! i had so much fun today, even though it was the start of the week...(yawn) after school today, me, tracia and lenis walked to compass when it started drizzling. anyway, when we reached there, we went to macs to buy ice cream. i got a cone. then we went next to some store and i was eating my ice cream when i started JUGGLING my ice cream and POP! there goes my 70 cents to the ground... i felt like OMG! kind of thing because i even had to borrow 10 cents from tracia to get the ice cream and what's more, the ice cream left was more than half! so i was like : aiyoh! so waste...and si hui, how to win the spongebob game? i tried like a million times!

2009-07-02T04:12:00.000-07:00

GENTING TRIP :P (part 1-first day)

my first picture on the coach up to malaysia~ and i tell u, the bus was damn comfy, but it was freezing at midnight...

my SUPER uncooperative uncle...tsktsk!

our first stop at some kopitiam at yongpeng. the ULTRA smelly toilet made my maid puke...i took this in front of a mirror outside the toilet and my ah ma saw me doing something in front of the mirror so she got in my photo(:

after the toilet break, i took this picture with my ah ma on the bus, my SUPER uncooperative uncle got in the photo! (YESSS!!!)

i took another one with my ah ma cos the previous one didn't got her whole face~

this one was with my yi tiu gong (姨丈公) but it wasn't very clear...

my 四姨婆 on the bus~ soon, we reached GENTING HIGHLANDS...and we met up with papa<3 href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Oib7paTbaDs/Sk3XWXnFdsI/AAAAAAAAAH4/NeHAUsIzpyo/s1600-h/haha+1125.JPG">
my first goofy signboard! 'your ash here' ATM machine...lol~

hehhehheh! he didn't block in time...

yi tiu gong emo-ing...

SUPERDUPER extra auntie staring behind...

i am TOTALLY bored and what's more, that extra auntie had left!

papa and me<3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354162315961264018" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Oib7paTbaDs/Sk3OQkCnZ5I/AAAAAAAAAFE/qA6BfmQf6Bg/s200/haha+1132.JPG" border="0">
another shot with 四姨婆 (fyi, i was wearing an OVERSIZED jacket that belonged to my uncooperative uncle! the jacket looked like a dress on me...and my hair looks BOUNCY?)

some random statue outside a public toilet...

first world hotel lobby and some other random moving people...

me and my maid, EACH wearing DOUBLE jackets! whoohoo~

a lot of clocks showing different timings of different countries and a mini screen showing the temperature which was 16.C!!! FREAKING cold...

me and my SUPER act-cute-buay-cute sister! LOL(:

papa and me<3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5354165844058011506" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Oib7paTbaDs/Sk3Rd7Obd3I/AAAAAAAAAGI/zZelv-3rwHc/s200/haha+1140.JPG" border="0">
a lot of NEON advertisements squeezed together...

sorry, i forgot what this was...

the little moth that caught my eye~ it was dead when i came down later for breakfast...boohoo T.T

moth in our hotel room...oops~ papa threw it out of the window! fyi, LOADS of moths over there at genting, even in the toilets!!! HORROR! :O

TOTAL COOPERATION~ WHOOTS!(:

a 100! $$$~

HAHA(: this was just something to stop my father from smoking in our room (hopefully)

a sticker in the shape of a hand and words saying NO SMOKING but actually the driver was smoking...LOL!

the place we had our breakfast at 4AM!!!!! HAWHAWHAW~ our timing got all mixed up...

a plant( like duh?!!) but i forgot where it was taken at...

if u look closer, it is actually a marble wall with my reflection in it!

FREAKING hazy/chilly night view~

another FREAKING hazy/chilly night view, the same as just now but at another angle!

same night view, different angles.

2009-06-27T02:35:00.000-07:00

in memory of MICHAEL JACKSON

2009-06-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

my AWESOME day out with SAB<3 href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Oib7paTbaDs/SkHqwaYoE9I/AAAAAAAAACs/R-UoFEO9O0w/s1600-h/haha+1052.JPG">

my SUPERDUPER filling cup of milk tea. i ate an unagi rice burger after that...lol~

SAB TOTALLY COOPERATING<3>

the decorating machine...guess who is using which side?

this one was in the neoprint machine which made me fume!!! stupid machine! and i remembered sab pulling one of the curtains and some guy was inside... lol~ she opened the curtain and ran off...HAHA'

this one was in the cinema after GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST. see a bit of me?

taken at some kinda mirror...actually there were LOADS of people walking behind us but due to my AWESOME PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS, the picture came out great with no extra people behind us! HAWHAWHAW(:

2009-06-21T03:50:00.001-07:00

i am going out for dinner now and later going on the bus to genting! byebye (:

2009-06-20T19:37:00.000-07:00

good morning! obviously, my handphone alarm has done a lot of help to me! cos this morning i woke up around 11am...heehee :D now, i have less than a day to genting~ whee!

2009-06-20T06:49:00.000-07:00

aii...it has been so long since i ate HONEY STARS<3

2009-06-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

today, i went out with SABRINA to bugis! her mum fetched us to bugis, and i didn't make A sound in the car, which totally made me look like a really rude kid...argh! we didn't talk so we decided to sms each other even though we were only like 20 cm away from each other...lol~ and i was the one that thought of it! yay! then we reached after a really really long ride (well, at least to me!) and we went in to this BHG place which was extra big and we finally got out of that awful place after some exploring...and we saw loads of bras! lol~ then we did some cruising aroundand decided to go neo-printing. and we went to bought movie tickets for GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST. since we still had some time, we decided to go for lunch at burger king but there wasn't a branch there so we went to mos burger instead. on the way, we went to get bubble tea which totally filled my stomach. then, i got a UNAGI RICE BURGER and sabrina got a CHILI DOG. then, after that, we went to take neos again...but this time, we tried another machine cos the one we used just now totally sucked! the machine this time rocked, so we decided to go again. but when we went to the decoration part, we thought the machine was lagging but actually our picture was at the other machine so in the end we wasted a lot of $...sad... then, we rushed off to the movie theatre. after the movie, we took mrt together to city hall and we saw this HYPER-ACTIVE baby on the train...anyway, we changed to the red line and stopped at toa payoh while sabrina took 73 to ang mo kio and i took 142 to potong pasir UNTIL kor kor called me and told me to get something for my dad tomorrow for fathers' day! then i went to hang ten to get something but i couldn't decide so the sales person approached me when she saw me in a daze...lol~ anyway, she asked if i was getting a present for my dad and i said yes. so she said she could give me a bit more discount so i picked this green shirt. lol~ anyway, usually, if you bought two shirts, 30% discount. but the sales person saw me as an innocent girl...so i got 40% off for just one shirt! whee~ see? sometimes it works when you act dumb! HAHA(:

2009-06-19T17:26:00.000-07:00

1 MORE DAY! YAY!!!!
hello~ later i am going out to bugis (i think) with sabrina! yay! and i wanna thank MUMMY SENG for fetching me! thank you so much! :D and watch the following video>>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTig8gtE_3c
it is super funny and it was recommended by shannen to me<3

2009-06-19T06:04:00.001-07:00

yay! tomorrow, me, sabrina and shannen are going out. and i want to thank sabrina's mum for fetching me! thank you, mummy seng! very much~

2009-06-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

LUCAS TILL<3 he appeared in taylor swift's mv, you belong with me! whee~ he is so cute!!!! and the guy at the side in the underwear? i randomly searched for that...lol~

2009-06-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

2 MORE DAYS TO GENTING!! WHOOHOO!
my sister has been planning this dance for my dad for fathers' day. and the best thing is, i got it on tape~ but i don't think i am going to post it cos it is such a bother! anyway, she is talking with her friend on the phone on speaker, and her friend sounds so cute(: then my sister said, i cannot find the Q! cos they were running through the dictionary...then her friend said, it is after R. which i think is completely wrong! and sabrina is going to go out with me tomorrow and maybe if shannen can or not...PLS SHANNEN! PLS GO! by the way, i haven't completed my holiday homework... sian lorh! and the song YOU BELONG WITH ME by TAYLOR SWIFT kinda grows on me cos i have listened to it at lest 30 times since i woke up this morning!<3

2009-06-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

3 MORE DAYS TO GENTING~